went running on this fabulous trail within some open spaces in wheat ridge. it as along the river. i raced the currents for a bit. and than i allowed them to pass me up. i am not super apathetic. competion just doesn't stick for a long time with me. years of starting track but quiting just to run for long hours with the forgien exchange students from germany and france, oh flashbacks. so, i allowed the river to win. than i went through many moments where i wished that i was culturally acceptable for women to not wear shirts-- i instead left may upper body wear clinging to my flesh, sweat soaked... enough said. i almost stepped on a snake. i wish i had something to capture it with... and i was thankful it was not a coilied python. but i disturbed it's basking in the july desert sun, warmed by the river water. oh, little snake. i hope that the eight year boys find you. that would be fun for them. i hope it might be not too nerveracking for you.
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every lady, women, and small little girl best be wearing summer dresses. yes. i am serious. it is no harm to your health. paint your toenails, and put on a hot summer dress already. we will do brunch or tea and cupcakes or whisky shots soon. i promise. i'm thinking dazzle for the brunch bit. game? dress... happy july you.
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Homer Geezer. 90+ gentleman. Satire-ish. Ridiculous. Religious calling out. ((a character Mike used to play on YES FM radio. www.myspace.com/michealsares oh my.
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it is hot in dnver. the last couple of days have been way humid. humidity, among other hings, remind my of home and wisconsin and fabulous people there. honestly, i miss home. they are dear folks. home is here. home is denver, for now. i am just getting to the relazation of that. and dealing with the emotional and pyscologial implications. ...i have a bed now. i want to buy a turtle. in fact maybe emerald is waiting at the pet store now? hmmm. these and stable things that are good but they drive me crazy. i would be nie to be in dublin or appleton tomorrow. but, here i must be. right now if it is just to hop over snakes and wear summer dress and to laugh about Homer's take on scary christianity; i will be here. i wonder if this will pass-- i wonder wheni can travel again, besdie the jaunt to the cottage in september... i wonder if i will mov. i don't want to have a house with a fence and 3 kids and mt. vehicle that never leave the city. i don't want to get so comfortable with starbucks that i never introduce myself to that new coffee offering shop. i want to see god moreso. and i don't want myeyes to get dull with the longing for career and money and family and even adventure. fuck. once agian. i am on a roll.
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enough. i think i am going to see if emerald the turtle is waiting at the pet shop. that aquarium over there wants him to take up residency. drat. must make sure he can at least climb the foothill with me. maybe some 14ers. ill leave him home for other ventures.
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goodbye. wear sundress ladies. enjoy being shirtlss men. hello, hello july.
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