off-day

i'm sick. i still haven't heard from ucd about their admission descision. i forgot about my dentist bill, and it has accumulated. it's late at night. i can't sleep. the last thing i want to do is watch more 'hulu' t.v. i keep sneezing, which was fun at first and now is sort of irrateating.

it is an off-day. i recently heard that for humans off-days are permissable. i thought i learned this lesson already, even so... i felt ashamed when i left work after only being there 2 hr.s.

and i feel pathetic lying in bed for hours today.

i wonder why that is??

only a smidgen of patience

i want to get into school. i am supposed to find out this week if i did. to deal w/ this fact... i check my email WAY TOO MANY TIMES a day.

like every ten minutes.

no i am not really exhaerating, though i wish i was.