they are sleeping now

kombucha. even the fermented mushroom tea drink traci gave me isn't seeming to energize at present. it is good though, try some.oh people. i love them. relationships demand involvment and that at times, can be exhausting, and oh so enlightening and energizing at others. interesting indeed.people interaction today:work team: 3 hr mtg 1 male/ 15 females.matter of fact phone calls to dear friends due to the buisness state mindset i was in.receiving voicemails from individuals i probably should have called back straight away.reconnecting with wisconsin friends via reply notes and phone calls.reconnecting with minnesota kids the same way.you guessed it, the same with the denver folks.hearing a family member's heart ache and beat for a moment before it was time again to hope for connection another day.building new bonds with semi new treasured ones.missed calls.text messages to offer an in on the loop.allowing vulnrability to meet on the couch alongside of the roommates on several occasions.then i had a loaded shift change offered as pivitol information.and the moon was bright and the people went to bed.and i think about them now. all of the exchanges of hope and stillness, the disclosure of life, simply communicating due to some sort of trust level. i wonder what interactions may occur tomorrow.i basically heard somewhere that people are pretty darn important... so, perhaps, it is rather important to be exhausted from the involvment at times-- be exhausted and be energized both-- but regardless, do be involved.so maybe it is that i am attempting this involvment within community (of mankind) moreso, or if it has to do with my first night back on- and yet again, it was seemingly approriate to wave fare thee to the sun for several days... i eat another chocolate kiss sent from wisconsin and i will drink another bit of kombucha while deciphering the actualities.