Wednesday, January 30, 2008

i wonder if the head pain is an approaching flu.

the girls are asleep. i have a raging headache. im in the office with the chocolate pudding bowl, my passport, and the fair trade email list. i still have a headache. i find myself in a position of both excitment and dread. i am weighing heavily the desicions that i am plunging myself into and though perhaps, i say i am thrilled, and i get wild streaks of adventure in my eyes- i would rather not do the hard work what so ever, i would rather not be deadicated or commited or disciplined. i want to twirll in skirts again and feel just that free when involving myself with the hour of everydays. whatever. so i will twirl and be free and work hard to be exhausted at the close of the day, whatever hour that may be.

p.s. i couldn't get a comment on your page lucas. im not one to fret out. im only one to be a massive skeptic until an day comes when i can not longer deny. that day has already been. continue on fellow warrior. i mean it. sparkle, shine.

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still determining the gladiator. any opinions i should possibilty consider?
take care. all.

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