early thursday. hello New Day.

people. friendships are hard. this evening i said "no" to one that i used to say "yes" to. it was hard. im not good at saying "no," if fact, i'd much rather say "yes." people. relationships are hard. a couple days ago i reconnected with a man where there used to be 'a bit of something going on between our interactions,' and it was good to reconnect, but it was hard. people. i like getting to know individuals, but than it starts getting really risky when they start getting to know you..... bedtime is past due. hopefully, you are dreaming with your eyes shut in this time zone- and dreaming with eyes open if you are in europe or asia right now. live your dreams. enjoy thusday. alrighty, bye then.